Exploring the Human Condition: altered states of consciousness

For The Children!!!

As a general rule, I tend to follow my intuition.  This means that as I’m doing something, if I get a feeling that makes me stop for just a second, I have found it is a really smart idea to re-think what I’m doing.  I also believe in the flow of all good things in their time.

In most cases, I have never had the “proper” respect for money.  I saw it as the means to an end, and nothing more.  As a young person, I commuted every early morning, left my home and drove with traffic to the big ant hill, parked my car, and gave my young life to the pursuit of the mighty greenback.

Every evening, I hit the interstate with untold other thousands of commuters, and by the time I made it home (and a lot of people didn’t over the years) it was dark.  Everything in my life that was important was abandoned on a daily basis.  Anything that I cared about doing, was put aside in order to pay the rent.

Has anyone noticed that the average Joe can’t afford much of anything aside from the basics?  Good luck if you have to buy all your food.  Hope you take good care of the clothes you already have, because one simple ladies shirt can cost about $80 if you prefer well-made garments.

Basically opening my big mouth when I should not have, while waiting to vote in the Kerry-Bush election, it became clear to me that many of my local people were there for one thing only, to elect another Texan. Years later when I voted for Obama, thinking he was the smart one, I still had a little bit of hope that things were “okay.” What a crock, to see all his theatrics; acting like a celebrity president. In my heart, I know he is frustrated and he knows his limitations. Still, one in such a position has great responsibility. His seems all rhetoric.

One day while inside a common Texas supermarket, I was reading the ingredient list for some brand name “whole grain” cereal bars and in finding the words “hydrogenated oils” I threw it back in the bin.  This was about 5 years ago.  Bear in mind that this crap was fed to me my whole life.  I’ve had original body parts removed because of it, more than once.  I’ve heard doctors say they have no idea what caused my problems.  A man next to me, a large man, a man dirty from a long day of hard work, asked me why I put the box back.  I was thrilled to tell him that hydrogenated oil was pure poison.  I hope he believed me.

I feel like I’m sitting in a big puddle of a lifetime of lies and deceit from my own government.  I’m scared, yeah, and I’m pissed too, wondering if Obama ever feels like that. But my intuition tells me that all is not lost.  Notice how a lot of crime tends to fall apart at some point and the people are caught red-handed?  I hope this will be the case.

Thanks to so many brave and intelligent, committed and caring bloggers, I have seen some truths in the past few days that have challenged every part of what I call a discerning mind.  There is a big knot of disgust and sadness inside me tonite, where before was the typical useless imaginings of a quiet, unassuming person.  I believed in the inherent goodness of people.  All people.  Well, no more kimosabe!

I’m not sure where to turn or what to do first.  Even some of the greatest minds have thrown up their hands in defeat.  But I am a woman.  And women have children.  And although I don’t have kids of my own, I have two kids, a boy and a girl, that I love like my own.  I want a true and authentic life for these kids.  I don’t want them to spend their young lives in frustration and exhaustion like I did.

I’ve often wondered how animals, like say a horse, for instance, can withstand months of starvation, broken bones, hideous conditions, and still come out alive, when rescued, and transform into a loving and beautiful animal.  I’m sure you’ve heard of puppies like this, if not horses.  A dog that has lived on a chain all his life, been abused, beaten, neglected, can be rescued and heal.  This poor animal can be transformed by love.

Maybe that’s how it will be with me and hopefully many many others.  Different from the animals, we have the ability to speak.  We have the ability to communicate.  Perhaps the worst of the worst has already happened with 9/11.  Maybe that was only a small taste of what is to come.  But by God, I will be brave.  I will stand tall regardless.  It’s about corruption in our government like nothing you could ever imagine.  It’s not even just corruption.  It is much more complicated than that. 

But before they catch me, before they stop me, I will fight like a madman to save my kids.  And your kids.  No matter how many friends I lose in the process, I will report what I have learned, I will try to explain to those who read my words, that things are not what they seem.  It is sad, and I am sorry to tell you all, but the sooner we stop our “heads in the sand” kind of life, and look around, ask some questions, start reading what’s out there to warn us…  the greater chance we may have to survive.

You know, Carl Sagan said that if mankind was to survive, we’d have to figure out a way to get off.  That was my first wake-up call.  Now I’m old enough that this scenario is probably not in my future.  But it may well be the case in 50 years or much less.  The technology to move through space at great speeds is being used now, today, by our governments.  Alien technology is happening, folks, whether we like it or not.  They just never wanted us to find out.  Plain and simple.  Haven’t you noticed the huge amount of UFO sightings that go unexplained?  I don’t know what these aliens promised our governments or how they became instrumental to the rich and elite ruling class, but they did. 

Hopefully some guys a whole lot smarter and skilled will find a way to proceed in the face of total annihilation and global disaster.  These “governments” have spawned fear and fed us terrible lies over and over again, in the often successful attempt at control. Now that things have gotten out of hand, and the game’s not so much fun anymore, the rich people have mostly already left and found “safe” havens, if there can really be any.

Apparently, the one thing these super rich inbred connected families fear the most is losing control of us.  Maybe they’ve never seen a pissed off country boy from Alabama.  Maybe they’ve never faced an angry group of students on a Texas campus.  In my heart I feel we are very weak right now.  If we don’t wake up and face reality really quick, all our causes to save this and that will be for naught.  We’ll be damned lucky to save ourselves.

To all the big fat cats that sit back in their ivory towers, taking anti-depressants, counting their money, eating their delightful foods, look out brother!  Your time has come!  I used to casually read over preppers blogs, and always enjoyed survival blogs, but I didn’t really take it seriously.  Well, you can bet baby, I’m taking it seriously now.  And you should too.

Rest assured, there are many many good people, good men and women that have been aware of the lies we’ve been fed for some time.  It is these people who bravely blog this information for us, who should be taken very seriously, we should read their stuff like hungry animals!  You should take it all in and decide for yourself what has been happening to us.  The really scary part is the “why.”  I hope to God that it is mainly for control, for money, for power, and not for some other more alien reason…

Tonite I saw an honest to God video of a ritual being played out in a place called the Grove.  I beg you to google this and see what comes up.  The most terrifying part to me was that it said these men were acting out murder,  to feel evil, to be evil, to seek out evil, to enjoy it.  And the whole damn club is based on being totally secret.  Never let a soul outside the klan know.  The crazy screams I heard will haunt me forever, I fear.

Honestly, if I had kids at home with me now, I’d pack them up and we’d get the hell out of Dodge.  I’d get passports to the most remote place I could find on Earth.  At this point, I’m not interested in the struggle that is imminent.  It scares me witless.

Of course, from my words here, it is easy to see I am just a common average person.  I have no great intellect, no great skills or knowledge.  But I’m smart in the sense that I know when I’ve been conned.  And guess what people, you’ve all been conned.  In the worst most horrific way.  It’s not a fairy tale, or a bunch of doomsday nuts.  I’m the farthest thing from that.  This is reality right now.

I am not going into how or what or where.  I don’t have time for that.  All I can do is like so many others are trying to do.  Put some little seeds of doubt in your mind, enough so that you go to the YouTube and watch the videos on Illuminati.  Go to the videos on 9/11.  Look at them closely!  Open your eyes.  Join the WordPress.com group and start reading and watching the videos.  All you have to do is search a topic.  You’ll easily find the best bloggers.

I heard a very learned man today talking about demolition.  It doesn’t take a genius to figure out what he is saying is right.  What the hell with Building 7 anyway.  Why the hell didn’t anyone wonder why it went down that day.  I know, America was in shock.  Well, folks, it’s time to wake up.  I watched red-headed Irish firemen from New York saying “there’s no way!”  It just wouldn’t happen like that.  Concrete and structured steel skyscrapers don’t go down like that.  There were explosives set in the elevator shafts.

I have so much more to read.  If I did have money, I would try to fight these bastards.  Did you know that a whole group of young people went over to the Bilderberg Society meeting this year just to give us honest coverage because Main Stream Media of course would not?  Did you know that these rich families that own America also own our Media?  Christ, they own more than I could ever freakin imagine.

Most people I know, if I used the typical neighbor around here, will not, probably ever, want to discuss any of this, much less research it for themselves.  To those people, I say, good luck compadre.  Cause you’re gonna need it!  I may not be blogging much for a while, I’ve done my part at this juncture.  I’ve got things to do now, things to change, and people to connect with.  If there is a way to fight this thing, then we better get real and get to business right away.  It took me way too long to figure all this out.  But I got it now.  From fake flu epidemics to the oil wars, it’s looks like a long hard fight.

Being the last person in the world that wanted to deal with horrific crap like this at such a late point in my life, I’m just glad I’m still alive tonite.  The last thing I would ever want, would be to die and be buried without knowing, without trying to help the children.  I think its going to take every good man we’ve got and more, the brightest and the best, and still we may be too late.  Perhaps we will be lucky and these money hoarding assholes won’t stand a chance once we get really mad.

Its another day tomorrow people.  Take a nice slow deep breath, get some rest if you can, and get ready to stand up for yourself.  Yes, for once in our lives, it’s time to wake up.  It may well be our last chance.


Comments on: "For The Children!!!" (2)

  1. You shouldn’t be unfair with yourself.

    Most of us don’t have a choice if we want to survive.
    Some of us, we strive to study and follow a career, but I can assure you, in the whole world too many professionals are now thinking, their careers were a curse more than a blessing.
    You see, we are trapped. We’ve been had. We can only see this now, retrospectively, because seeing this perspective from the origin is devastating for the mind and the soul.

    What would any of us could have done, if on September 12th, checking videos (let me remind you that Youtube only came up several years later, not to say people daring uploading videos of that dreadful day) of the catastrophe, we realized of the cover up?

    I mean, living outside the USA, lots of people are probably more aware than americans of the power of your country. That same day, to me, facts made no sense at all… .A plane hitting one tower, two towers, the Pentagon (!!!!!!)…. in the territory of the major military force on Earth???? You, americans, were surely shocked by the event, but eventhough the rest of the world were watching in bewilderement the images on TV, somehow, could still have some little objectivity, and keep some common sense, with which to judge the events.

    What any of us did about the assassination of JFK? This one in particular is one of the events that concern me the most. What do we become by letting that killing go by, without even questioning ourselves why he was taken away from us?

    Your country was held as the dominant power in the world. If so anytime, not anymore.
    You are too hostages now.

    Hope to keep on reading you soon.

  2. Through the doldrums of life we often forget that there are importan t facets to all life. And yes, much has changed over the span of years and decades. What you say makes perfect sense. The average folk cant afford things, or these same things are super expensive. Worse issue is that many people buy thinks they *don’t* need with credit! That’s absolute insanity and it makes people wage slaves.
    Hydrogenated oil is poison! So is aspartame, MSG, and a slew of many other additives that are used in ‘foods’ these days. Many people do not know this but ignorance is no excuse. Everything you’ve said makes sense.

    The feelings you echo resonate with me. Just as you, it has become aparent to me that we’re beying lied to at unprecedented rates through ALL topics in life. Health, military, history, food, etc etc etc! Most of it is soaked with lies & suppression at rates people wouldn’t even fathom.

    You are correct CissyBlue. All is NOT lost. There’s still MUCH left to fight for out there. That’s why the blog that I Run is run. To show people the problem, but also solutions to many of those issues such as finance and health. Am not expert, but am just hopping to assist others to want to educate themselves by doing more research. Everything we all do as a collective is extremely important. More so now than ever.
    We must continue to be brave, persevere, and be relentless in our passion for truth & helping others especially those closest to us. We will make it through this. All of us. We will make it, and live to tell those after us, to make sure that the issues that plagued our generations do not plague future ones.

    You are also extremely on the market about the Governments having UFOs. In fact, the US Government has an entire space fleet which if am not mistaken is based off of Utah. That’s where the Space Command Underground base is located at. Have heard that we actually have upwards of 600,000 personnel in that fleet. That’s only the tip of the iceberg am afraid. As far as the aliens, there are good and bad. The worst part is that the US Government did get in bed with the worst of the worst, and we’re paying for it. ALTHOUGH there are good upstairs neighbors intervening as we speak according to many credible sources.

    For instance the YU55 asteroid that was scheduled to hit the moon last fall did not. There were many scientits who ruled without ANY doubt that it was GOING to hit the moon through mathematical formulas and such. Lo and behold, those are not the only instances that our asses have been saved. So yes, things are REALLY bad BUT, they COULD have been worse, and they are not. We are helping ourselves, and we are being helped. Its really the good ol fashion battle of good vs evil. Those that stand for what’s right and those that stand for whats wrong.

    We’re being manipulated into many of our actions. Or, humanity is, at least portions of it. But not us! We know better. In any case, I must get going.

    Your write up gives me GREAT inspiration. What we do is for others. And its great to know how people feel. Its great to see our emotions. Its great to see others care. This post is definitely very inspirational for me. Hopefully what’s been said by me makes sense. Am writing this kind of quickly because am multi tasking.

    In any case! Stay positive. Things will be tough, but deep down inside I do feel that the world is going to go through multiple stages.

    There will be shock at what happens when the financial markets & banks vaporize themselves. There will be anger of those that loose a lot, if not everything in this crisis. There after there will be a search for truth there after the likes humanity has NEVER seen. There after there will be unity followed by swift justice. It won’t be easy, but it will happen. You are not alone. Just stick to your guns and follow your instinct and always remember to continue to ask questions and spread the truth far and wide. Every bit matters.

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