As a general rule, I tend to follow my intuition. This means that as I’m doing something, if I get a feeling that makes me stop for just a second, I have found it is a really smart idea to re-think what I’m doing. I also believe in the flow of all good things in their time.
In most cases, I have never had the “proper” respect for money. I saw it as the means to an end, and nothing more. As a young person, I commuted every early morning, left my home and drove with traffic to the big ant hill, parked my car, and gave my young life to the pursuit of the mighty greenback.
Every evening, I hit the interstate with untold other thousands of commuters, and by the time I made it home (and a lot of people didn’t over the years) it was dark. Everything in my life that was important was abandoned on a daily basis. Anything that I cared about doing, was put aside in order to pay the rent.
Has anyone noticed that the average Joe can’t afford much of anything aside from the basics? Good luck if you have to buy all your food. Hope you take good care of the clothes you already have, because one simple ladies shirt can cost about $80 if you prefer well-made garments.
Basically opening my big mouth when I should not have, while waiting to vote in the Kerry-Bush election, it became clear to me that many of my local people were there for one thing only, to elect another Texan. Years later when I voted for Obama, thinking he was the smart one, I still had a little bit of hope that things were “okay.” What a crock, to see all his theatrics; acting like a celebrity president. In my heart, I know he is frustrated and he knows his limitations. Still, one in such a position has great responsibility. His seems all rhetoric.
One day while inside a common Texas supermarket, I was reading the ingredient list for some brand name “whole grain” cereal bars and in finding the words “hydrogenated oils” I threw it back in the bin. This was about 5 years ago. Bear in mind that this crap was fed to me my whole life. I’ve had original body parts removed because of it, more than once. I’ve heard doctors say they have no idea what caused my problems. A man next to me, a large man, a man dirty from a long day of hard work, asked me why I put the box back. I was thrilled to tell him that hydrogenated oil was pure poison. I hope he believed me.
I feel like I’m sitting in a big puddle of a lifetime of lies and deceit from my own government. I’m scared, yeah, and I’m pissed too, wondering if Obama ever feels like that. But my intuition tells me that all is not lost. Notice how a lot of crime tends to fall apart at some point and the people are caught red-handed? I hope this will be the case.
Thanks to so many brave and intelligent, committed and caring bloggers, I have seen some truths in the past few days that have challenged every part of what I call a discerning mind. There is a big knot of disgust and sadness inside me tonite, where before was the typical useless imaginings of a quiet, unassuming person. I believed in the inherent goodness of people. All people. Well, no more kimosabe!
I’m not sure where to turn or what to do first. Even some of the greatest minds have thrown up their hands in defeat. But I am a woman. And women have children. And although I don’t have kids of my own, I have two kids, a boy and a girl, that I love like my own. I want a true and authentic life for these kids. I don’t want them to spend their young lives in frustration and exhaustion like I did.
I’ve often wondered how animals, like say a horse, for instance, can withstand months of starvation, broken bones, hideous conditions, and still come out alive, when rescued, and transform into a loving and beautiful animal. I’m sure you’ve heard of puppies like this, if not horses. A dog that has lived on a chain all his life, been abused, beaten, neglected, can be rescued and heal. This poor animal can be transformed by love.
Maybe that’s how it will be with me and hopefully many many others. Different from the animals, we have the ability to speak. We have the ability to communicate. Perhaps the worst of the worst has already happened with 9/11. Maybe that was only a small taste of what is to come. But by God, I will be brave. I will stand tall regardless. It’s about corruption in our government like nothing you could ever imagine. It’s not even just corruption. It is much more complicated than that.
But before they catch me, before they stop me, I will fight like a madman to save my kids. And your kids. No matter how many friends I lose in the process, I will report what I have learned, I will try to explain to those who read my words, that things are not what they seem. It is sad, and I am sorry to tell you all, but the sooner we stop our “heads in the sand” kind of life, and look around, ask some questions, start reading what’s out there to warn us… the greater chance we may have to survive.
You know, Carl Sagan said that if mankind was to survive, we’d have to figure out a way to get off. That was my first wake-up call. Now I’m old enough that this scenario is probably not in my future. But it may well be the case in 50 years or much less. The technology to move through space at great speeds is being used now, today, by our governments. Alien technology is happening, folks, whether we like it or not. They just never wanted us to find out. Plain and simple. Haven’t you noticed the huge amount of UFO sightings that go unexplained? I don’t know what these aliens promised our governments or how they became instrumental to the rich and elite ruling class, but they did.
Hopefully some guys a whole lot smarter and skilled will find a way to proceed in the face of total annihilation and global disaster. These “governments” have spawned fear and fed us terrible lies over and over again, in the often successful attempt at control. Now that things have gotten out of hand, and the game’s not so much fun anymore, the rich people have mostly already left and found “safe” havens, if there can really be any.
Apparently, the one thing these super rich inbred connected families fear the most is losing control of us. Maybe they’ve never seen a pissed off country boy from Alabama. Maybe they’ve never faced an angry group of students on a Texas campus. In my heart I feel we are very weak right now. If we don’t wake up and face reality really quick, all our causes to save this and that will be for naught. We’ll be damned lucky to save ourselves.
To all the big fat cats that sit back in their ivory towers, taking anti-depressants, counting their money, eating their delightful foods, look out brother! Your time has come! I used to casually read over preppers blogs, and always enjoyed survival blogs, but I didn’t really take it seriously. Well, you can bet baby, I’m taking it seriously now. And you should too.
Rest assured, there are many many good people, good men and women that have been aware of the lies we’ve been fed for some time. It is these people who bravely blog this information for us, who should be taken very seriously, we should read their stuff like hungry animals! You should take it all in and decide for yourself what has been happening to us. The really scary part is the “why.” I hope to God that it is mainly for control, for money, for power, and not for some other more alien reason…
Tonite I saw an honest to God video of a ritual being played out in a place called the Grove. I beg you to google this and see what comes up. The most terrifying part to me was that it said these men were acting out murder, to feel evil, to be evil, to seek out evil, to enjoy it. And the whole damn club is based on being totally secret. Never let a soul outside the klan know. The crazy screams I heard will haunt me forever, I fear.
Honestly, if I had kids at home with me now, I’d pack them up and we’d get the hell out of Dodge. I’d get passports to the most remote place I could find on Earth. At this point, I’m not interested in the struggle that is imminent. It scares me witless.
Of course, from my words here, it is easy to see I am just a common average person. I have no great intellect, no great skills or knowledge. But I’m smart in the sense that I know when I’ve been conned. And guess what people, you’ve all been conned. In the worst most horrific way. It’s not a fairy tale, or a bunch of doomsday nuts. I’m the farthest thing from that. This is reality right now.
I am not going into how or what or where. I don’t have time for that. All I can do is like so many others are trying to do. Put some little seeds of doubt in your mind, enough so that you go to the YouTube and watch the videos on Illuminati. Go to the videos on 9/11. Look at them closely! Open your eyes. Join the WordPress.com group and start reading and watching the videos. All you have to do is search a topic. You’ll easily find the best bloggers.
I heard a very learned man today talking about demolition. It doesn’t take a genius to figure out what he is saying is right. What the hell with Building 7 anyway. Why the hell didn’t anyone wonder why it went down that day. I know, America was in shock. Well, folks, it’s time to wake up. I watched red-headed Irish firemen from New York saying “there’s no way!” It just wouldn’t happen like that. Concrete and structured steel skyscrapers don’t go down like that. There were explosives set in the elevator shafts.
I have so much more to read. If I did have money, I would try to fight these bastards. Did you know that a whole group of young people went over to the Bilderberg Society meeting this year just to give us honest coverage because Main Stream Media of course would not? Did you know that these rich families that own America also own our Media? Christ, they own more than I could ever freakin imagine.
Most people I know, if I used the typical neighbor around here, will not, probably ever, want to discuss any of this, much less research it for themselves. To those people, I say, good luck compadre. Cause you’re gonna need it! I may not be blogging much for a while, I’ve done my part at this juncture. I’ve got things to do now, things to change, and people to connect with. If there is a way to fight this thing, then we better get real and get to business right away. It took me way too long to figure all this out. But I got it now. From fake flu epidemics to the oil wars, it’s looks like a long hard fight.
Being the last person in the world that wanted to deal with horrific crap like this at such a late point in my life, I’m just glad I’m still alive tonite. The last thing I would ever want, would be to die and be buried without knowing, without trying to help the children. I think its going to take every good man we’ve got and more, the brightest and the best, and still we may be too late. Perhaps we will be lucky and these money hoarding assholes won’t stand a chance once we get really mad.
Its another day tomorrow people. Take a nice slow deep breath, get some rest if you can, and get ready to stand up for yourself. Yes, for once in our lives, it’s time to wake up. It may well be our last chance.